الفردوس المستعار والفردوس المستعاد

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thwbt w'rkn mn 'jl khyr HDr@ 'khr~ ~~~ lktb mn thlth@ mHwr 'ssy@.. * lmHwr l'wl `nwnh "wjhun akhr llSr`", yTrH fy fSlyh fkr@ 'n lSr` lHly lys Sr`an `skryan blDrwr@, bl hw HDry thqfy wqymy fy 'ssh.. fy lfSl l'wl mn hdh lmHwr, "dynun jdyd", ynqsh fkr@ 'n 'mryk 'SbHt bmthb@ dynin jdydin yGzw l`lm b'fkrh wm`tqdth wnmT Hyth 'kthr mnh mjrd dwl@in mbrTwry@in `Zm~ kslf ldwl lty sdt l`lm sbqan. lbuW hdh ldyn ljdyd w'ssh lmtyn yrtkz `l~ fkr@ lHlm l'mryky: lrfh@ wltrf, wl`ysh fy frdws lsl` l'rDy@. fy lfSl lthny, "synryw lfqdn wkhT@ lst`d@", yrbT lktb byn lHlm l'mryky ldhy jtH l`lm, wbyn mHwlt lnsn l`wd@ l~ lfrdws mndh khrwjh mnh, `br tkwyn frdwsin 'rDyinW, why lrHl@ lty btd't badm khrwjan, wbbrhym bHthan, wbsydn mHmdin (S) nthan, whw yqlb wjhh byn mkhtlf lwjht. lmHwr lthny mn lktb "thwbt l'rkn", ynqsh thwbt lfrdws l'mryky lkhms@: lmdy@, lfrdy@, lqtSd lHr, lsthlk, l`ysh fy lHDr (lan whn), wyHwl 'n yqrn wymyz bynh wbyn thwbtn w'rknn: hl ymkn lhdhh lthwbt 'n tt'slm wtshhr slmh bmjrd wD`n lsh`rtin slmy@in `lyh? 'm 'n lfrq wltmyz bynhm 'b`d mn dhlk bkthyr? ynthy lmHwr lthlth bstshrfin lDrwr@ wjwd bdylin ll'fkr ltqlydy@ lsy'd@ lty ntht md@ f`lyth wSlHyth, dwn 'n y`ny dhlk 'bdan 'n ykwn lbdyl nskh@an mst`r@an mn frdwsin 'mryky, Ht~ lw kn hdh lfrdws wq`an Hqyqyan `ndhm. ~~~ lhd --- hd mn nw` khS jdan... 'uhdy hdh lktb l~ lqnS lmryky ldhy qtl -bdm brd- lkhl@ "mn~ `bd lhdy l`bydy" wzwjh ldktwr "'Hmd lrwy", wkhms w`shryn shkhSan akhryn mn lmdnyyn, tSdf 'nhm marWw mn 'mm mkmnh `l~ mshrf mdyn@ "lrmdy" Zhyr@ ywm lrb` `shr mn tmwz 2004m.. bdlan mn rSSt mmthl@ klty 'Tlqh `lyhm, 'uhdy hdh lktb lyh wl~ kl zmly'h lakhryn.. 'uhdyh lyh, wl~ dqth fy ltSwyb: rSS@ wHd@ fqT `l~ r's zwjh.. wtsly@ bTlqh bD`@ `shr rSS@ `lyh.. 'uhdyh l~ lqym lty df`t bh l~ hn.. wl~ r'sh lfrG l mn nZrth lmHdd@ slfan lkl l'mwr.. wl~ HDr@ lrjl l'byD lty j lynwb `nh.. wl~ thqf@ lbwb kwrn lty j lynshrh.. 'uhdyh lyh, `ndm y`wd l~ bldh.. sw bkfn, 'w `l~ `kz@ 'w `kztyn.. 'w slman ymshy `l~ qdmyh.. w'uhdyh lyh, `ndm yHtDn zwjth w'wldh, wyjls bynhm; bynm yHky bTwlth m` 'wly'k lmtwHshyn -ldhyn hm nHn-.. wrslth lty 'dWh fy jarWn l~ drb lHDr@.. lqd 'dW~ qsTh ll`l~ fy Hwr lHDrt, ldhy ytHdthwn `nh.. knt tlk lrSSt lmnflq@ hy sTwrh lty 'dWh bshkl `mly.. 'blG w'kthr t'thyran mn kl l'qwl! hdh lktb hw rdy `lyh, whw sTwry 'n fy dhlk lHwr.. w km kn hw dqyqan fy ltSwyb, aml 'n 'kwn 'kthr dq@.. ~ d. 'Hmd